They tell me that I should not trust anyone, anybody.
They tell me that I should smile when I am at the bottom of sea.
They tell me that I should not believe the excuse 'cause nothing changes in the future.
They tell me that no one is worth believing.
They tell me nobody loves you anymore.
They tell me nobody likes you anymore.
They tell me that it's meaningless to care about anyone.
They tell me that nothing wonderful is waiting for you.

They tell me....
They tell me ...
inside of my head.
even in the dream.
I am fighting against them without sword.

Everything is meaningless.
Everybody pushes me something.
Everybody pushes me anything.
Everybody pushes me so difficult things.